30 August, 2012

Before I Fall, Lauren Oliver


Synopsis: High school senior Samantha Kingston has the perfect life. She’s incredibly popular, has a ton of friends, and a popular, handsome boyfriend. Her life seems too bood to be true – until February 12th, when Sam and her three best friends get into a fatal car accident. Only for Sam, it’s not quite fatal. She wakes up the next morning, reliving the last day of her life seven times, trying to find a way to put things right.

Rating: 7 out of 10

Discussion Points: The thing that struck me the most while reading this novel is the way Oliver characterizes her protagonist. It’s kind of a Lit 101 thought, but the protagonist doesn’t have to be likeable and, in fact, some of the most interesting novels I’ve read follow a distinctly unlikeable protagonist. Sam isn’t exactly unlikeable, but she definitely isn’t a “good” person, which I thought was a really interesting approach for Oliver to take, especially since she uses Sam as a first person narrator. It’s a lot easier for a reader to deal with an unlikeable protagonist in the third person, especially since the third person narrator often helps shape your opinion of the protagonist. Take Eddie in The Dark Tower, for example. I’m not crazy about him as a character (which makes me glad that he’s not the only protagonist through which King focalizes), but he’s a lot easier to deal with since I’m not directly in his head. When you’re completely within a character through first person narration, the reader has to work a lot harder to view their actions objectively and form your own opinion.
            Which brings me to Sam’s character. At the start of the novel, she’s not a very likeable person. After all, she’s a “mean girl” – a rule-breaking, smoking, drinking, bullying bitch. Granted, Lindsay, Sam’s best friend, is worse, but Sam isn’t blameless. As much as she wants to see herself as a good person, she still has plenty of faults. However, I think that in giving us a protagonist that isn’t even close to perfect, Oliver created someone a whole lot more relatable to teenage readers. If the lesson that Oliver wants to drive home is that change and redemption are possible, no matter what mistakes you’ve made, then starting with a perfect protagonist wouldn’t work. Oliver needs to make Sam a little dirtier – a little more like “us” – to make her eventual redemption all that more powerful.
            Across the novel, Sam grows and changes so much, and opens herself up to seeing the bigger picture. For so long, she’s fixated on trying to save herself, that she looses sight of what’s most important – it’s not always about her. Sam thinks that if she can put everything “just right” by making all the right choices and keeping everyone safe, that she’ll be granted a reprieve and get to continue on with her life. In the end, though, Sam realizes that it was never about saving herself. This whole journey was about leaving behind a better world for her friends. Reliving that last day of her life, Sam begins to appreciate the things she never noticed before, and realizes that those people she thought were “beneath” her were really the heroes all along. Samantha Kingston proves that you can always make amends, even if it means giving up your own selfish desires. Of course, Oliver’s point isn’t that you should jump in front of a moving car to save the unpopular kids, but that you should be willing enough to step outside of yourself and consider others instead of putting yourself first.

Mischief Managed,
Slim Pearl Silver-Feather

Currently Reading: Bloodlines by Richelle Mead
Books Read in 2012: 21

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